I waited.
“I loved you, and I was still willing to control what you knew because I was afraid of losing you.”
I said nothing.
“That wasn’t protection. It wasn’t love either. It was fear pretending to be love.”
My chest tightened.
He continued.
“You had already spent your entire life having choices taken from you by money, grief, landlords, jobs, and responsibility. Then I took another choice from you by deciding what truth you could handle.”
Tears burned behind my eyes.
“I’m sorry.”
I closed the application folder.
“Do you expect forgiveness?”
“No.”
“Do you expect me to take you back?”
“No.”
“Then why are you here?”
“Because you deserved to hear an apology that didn’t ask you for anything afterward.”
For a long time, I simply looked at him.
Then Lucas walked into the library carrying takeout.
He froze.
“Oh, fantastic. Emotional damage with dinner.”