Because for the first time, he was allowing me to decide what happened next.
Lucas transferred to a four-year university with a scholarship funded by a program the restructured foundation created for students who had aged into family caregiving responsibilities.
I joined the scholarship oversight committee.
Not because I had married into the Mercer family.
Because the board asked me.
One evening, I was reading applications in the foundation library when Cole appeared in the doorway.
“Can I come in?”
I looked up.
He waited.
Even after everything, that small question nearly broke me.
“Yes.”
He entered but didn’t sit until I indicated the chair.
“You look tired,” he said.
“You look nervous.”
“I am.”
“Good.”
He smiled faintly.
Then the smile disappeared.
“I’ve rehearsed twelve versions of an apology.”
“Sounds exhausting.”
“They were all terrible.”
“Probably.”
He looked at his hands.
“So I’ll just say this.”