THE NIGHT WE PA.ID OFF OUR HOUSE, MY MOTHER-IN-LAW TOASTED: “NOW I CAN MAKE THIS HOUSE MY O.WN.” MY HUSBAND SMILED. BY MORNING, SHE WAS BEGGING HIM TO STOP ME.

Then, four years ago, Greg’s company lost three of its biggest clients in one quarter.

Brandt Logistics. He’d been there eleven years. A route planner. He was good at it. He could look at a map and see a hundred trucks at once.

They laid off his entire department on a Tuesday. Forty people. Boxes by the elevator.

He looked for work for months. Every mortgage payment felt like a fist in my stomach. Fourteen hundred and twenty dollars on the first of every month. I’d lie awake doing math in the dark.

Eventually, we made a decision together. I was earning more. So Greg would stay home with the kids, and I’d pick up every extra shift Bell’s would give me.

Nights. Weekends. Christmas Eve.

I worked sixty-hour weeks for almost two years. I missed Lily’s first ballet recital. I missed Owen losing his first tooth. I came home at eleven at night with my feet throbbing and ate cold dinner standing at the counter.

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