The same way she had said it thousands of times.
“Sarah? Please come get me.”
I dropped the phone.
It hit the kitchen floor.
I stared at it.
Then I picked it up again.
“Clara?”
“Yeah.”
Her voice sounded tired.
“You okay?”
I couldn’t speak.
She laughed softly.
“Sarah, what’s wrong?”
I closed my eyes.
The memory of her funeral flashed through my mind.
The closed casket.
My mother’s screams.
The photographs.
The police report.
The accident.
The fire.
Everything.
“What’s the address?” I finally asked.
The receptionist gave it to me.
I wrote it down with shaking hands.
I don’t remember getting dressed.
I don’t remember grabbing my keys.
I don’t remember the drive.
I only remember the feeling.
Hope.
Fear.
Disbelief.
And one terrible thought:
What if it really is her?
The Waiting Room
When I finally arrived at the clinic, I sat in my car for several minutes.
I couldn’t make myself move.
I stared at the entrance.
People walked in and out.
A delivery driver carried boxes inside.
A woman pushed a stroller through the parking lot.
Everything looked normal.
But nothing was normal for me anymore.
Eventually, I forced myself out of the car.
I walked inside.
The receptionist looked up.
“Can I help you?”
I swallowed.
“I’m here for Clara.”
Her expression changed.
“Oh.”
She recognized me.
“Yes. She’s in the waiting room.”
I looked past the reception desk.
And then I saw her.
My world stopped.
She was sitting in a chair near the window.
Dark hair.
Brown eyes.
Small scar near her left eyebrow.
The same face I had seen in photographs for ten years.
The same face that had appeared in my dreams.
She looked up.
Our eyes met.
She smiled.
“Sarah.”
I couldn’t move.
She stood.
“Are you okay?”
I took one step toward her.
Then another.
She looked confused.
“Why are you staring at me like that?”
I wanted to scream.
I wanted to run.
I wanted to grab her and never let go.
Instead, I whispered:
“Clara?”
She smiled.
“Obviously.”
I started crying.
Not quietly.
Not gracefully.
I completely broke down.
The receptionist stared.
Clara looked frightened.
“Sarah?”
I covered my mouth.
“You died.”
Her expression changed.
“What?”
“You died ten years ago.”
She stared at me.
Then laughed nervously.
“That’s not funny.”
“I’m not joking.”
Her face slowly lost its color.
“What are you talking about?”