I arrived at the port with our baby twins to surprise my husband, who was returning from months at sea

The crowd. The kiss. What he said about men. And then: look to your right.

And then the pause, which everybody fills in themselves.

And there is one line I have never varied, and it is the one that does the work.

I only found out standing in that terminal.

I have said that, in some form, about forty times. To my sister. To four women at the baby group. To the solicitor, who did not need it. To a neighbour in a shop in the December.

And it is the only untrue sentence in the whole of my account, and it is the load-bearing one.

Because a woman who finds out in a terminal and produces that line on the spot is magnificent.

And a woman who found out in April and booked two flights in June is something else, and I do not have a word for it that I am willing to write down.

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