And he is right, and it is the worst thing I did, and it is also the thing I would do again, and I have not worked out how both of those can be true.
And Jana, who was twenty-seven and who said the thing about it being awkward.
She said it and it was unpleasant and I am not going to make her kind.
And in the January I found out, from Shauna, one fact about her that I had not gone looking for.
She had been told he was separated.
Since about the February of 2025, which is when it started, she believed that there was a wife at Kettleby who he was in the process of leaving.
And on the eleventh of July she came off a ship and walked into a terminal and there was a woman with two babies in it.
And what she said — this is awkward — is about four seconds of a person finding out in public that she is not what she thought she was.
